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'Til I Start Speaking

by Morly

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1.
I Once you offered me a place upon your mantel Be the girl who paints and sings you pretty songs Think of more— then I’d smile and I’d set the table I won’t know I won’t know No, I won’t know No, I won’t know II I won't know what I can say 'til I start speaking 'til I start speaking No, I won't know what I can say 'til I start speaking 'til I start speaking
2.
Dance to You 04:03
I can’t stop listening to this tape you played me on The night you whispered, Take my hand, let’s pretend we’re in love Well now I’m all alone in everything I do But when I dance I dance to you dance to you I watched you crawlin’ making paper fly You called it fallin’ in the song that I wanted to write If you could see me now playing my own tunes Still, when I dance I dance to you dance to you I had a dream you wanted me and I let you lie But even then it had to end, meant for a night ‘Cause I can’t grow inside your glow and I’d rather be an artist than his wife Don’t think I’ll miss you when you finally slip my mind and I start listening to new songs with new sounds and new times But if you caught my eye and smiled across the room Well then I’d dance I’d dance to you dance to you I had a dream you wanted me and I let you lie But even then it had to end, meant for a night ‘Cause I can’t grow inside your glow and I’d rather be an artist than his wife But if you caught my eye and smiled across the room well then I’d dance I’d dance to you
3.
Rapt, in your sheets a little longer I'm waiting for the sun and I feel the breeze where you would hold me— only dreams to keep me warm But there's something in my lungs that makes me wonder— a question even I don't understand You ask me where I'll be without him still loving me at the end of the night at the end of the night You'll find I'm sleeping in my own bed sleeping in my own bed ... And I'd love to be with you in autumn like the Colours of your song But I feel so green— my soul reminder how I love to paint my own Oh I heard you in the dark when I was lonely a trembling voice that I could understand Now you ask me where I'll be when the sun begins to bleed at the end of the night at the end of the night You'll find I'm sleeping in my own bed sleeping in my own bed
4.
Wasted 03:47
I stumbled in   the dark  too weak to stand,  you held me up  I thought I was seeing stars  and the moon    But I was just wasted  (Ooh ooh ooh wasted)  Oh I was just wasted  on you    How do I stop  the rush?  When will I learn  I've had enough?  I swore just a little more  and you'd feel it too    But I was just wasted  (Ooh ooh ooh wasted)  Oh I was just wasted  on you    Now I'm so tired,   acting tough  I want someone  who wants my love  and I like to think I might  have taught you too    But I was just wasted  (Ooh ooh ooh wasted)  Oh I was just wasted  on you  Yeah I was just wasted  (Ooh ooh ooh wasted)  Oh I was just wasted  on you 
5.
Twain Harte 02:50
I lost my words  and nodded silently  I’m just saying that  I’m so in love with you  They must have followed you  across the sea,  pulled down the line, because  I’m so in love with you    So when you call me  from tomorrow,  asking how I feel today?  and I talk of illustrating  a new painting  for your room  I’m just saying that  I’m so in love with—  You got my word  all I'm saying is  I’m so in love with you    I lost my words  and nodded silently  I want to tell you that  I’m so in love with you  and I’ll follow you  across the sea,  pulled by the lines that mean  I’m so in love with you    So when you call me  from tomorrow  asking how I feel today?  and I talk about the town  in mountains, down  where we could move  I’m just saying that  I’m so in love with—  You got my word  all I’m saying is  I’m so in love with—  You got my word  all I’m saying is  I’m so in love with you
6.
Up Above 02:59
At home  dinner cooking on the stove  and Nina singing to my soul  It’s not quite the same  all alone    So I met you when  I was feeling good  Yeah I met you when  I thought I was good  But something has changed  I feel so low    And I’ve been dreaming  of the bottom of the ocean  Swaying,  with the waves over my head  But I can feel  you pulling me  back to the sun  so I can be with you  up above    At home  lying on the bedroom floor  I’ve been through all of this before  It’s not quite the same  you help me float    While I’ve been dreaming  of the bottom of the ocean  Swaying,  with the waves over my head  But I can feel  you pulling me  back to the sun  so I can be with you  up above    So you met me when  I was feeling good  Yeah you met me when  I thought I was good  and you wait so patiently    While I’ve been dreaming  of the bottom of the ocean  Swaying,  with the waves over my head  But I can feel  you pulling me  back to the sun  so I can be with you  up above
7.
I don’t know what I’ve been doing lately  staying in this lonesome town so long  I want to live deep in the wavy sea  but I’m on the other side    Passing by a room up on 14th street  a tremor in the air arrests my feet  Ear to the door,  I overhear  someone near  corrugate the night  from the other side    Sounds like my jazz angel  Sounds like my jazz angel  Playing an old song that makes me feel young  Telling me how much I really love  Sounds like my jazz angel    Come in, come in  I hear my teacher calling,  mover of the holy frequencies  Side by side  I can hear  a pioneer  synchronize my mind  with the other side    Sounds like my jazz angel  Sounds like my jazz angel  Playing an old song that makes me feel young  Telling me I don’t need a reason  Calling me honey  oh you know he’s the only man who can  Telling me if it sounds good  play it over and over again  Ringing those angels voices,  two octaves high  Sounds like my jazz angel  (Telling me how much I really love)  Sounds like my jazz angel  (Telling me I don’t need a reason)  Sounds like my jazz angel  (Telling me it’s all at my fingertips)  Sounds like my jazz angel  (Telling me it’s all at my fingertips)  Sounds like
8.
Moon in the trees  shows you so enthralled with me  But I don’t see  your Savior mind tattoo  Rustling leaves,  I can’t hear them calling me  while you whisper  all I mean to you    What kind of love  could come from one  who thinks he knows better?  What kind of love  could come from one  who feels so much pride?  I found a way  to make myself believe—  but the only one you’ll save is you  What a funny  Savior mind tattoo    Lit by the fire,  reflecting all that I desire—  pretty mirror  that I confused for you  I still felt cold  but I pretended to be bold  I didn’t see my  martyr mind tattoo    Why would I choose  someone I knew  never was listening?  Why would I choose  someone I knew  spoke so much in vain?  I want to blame  the pain I feel on you—  that you fooled me,  but that’s not true  ‘cause I knew your  Savior mind tattoo    Though the ink is holy  though the words are true  I can’t feel so lonely  caring for you  Glad I let you hold me  glad your hands withdrew  ‘cause I gotta find  a more divine tattoo 
9.
Where were you  the night when I wasn't sleeping?  Supermoon  got me thinking you could be him  Where were you?    He crawled into  your place inside my bed    I saw you  singing of love for hire  I felt so moved,  electricity rewired  I saw you  croon to the room  and heard you change my mind    Don't say you want me to swallow the sun  then leave me to suck in your shade  I know I want to be more than just wanted—  only a wife to the grave    So I drew  a face with the crayon I borrowed  It looked like you  and I looked like your tomorrow  Oh I drew  his crayon up to  the lines around my head    Don't say you want me to swallow the sun  then leave me to suck in your shade  I know I want to be more than just wanted—  Only a wife to the grave    Now I need you  don't be a drunken liar  Tell the truth  don't tell me you're too tired  I need you  you're my proof  that death is worth the wait    I need you  I need you  I need you 
10.
Eliogy 03:12
… and I’d hold you  and I’d kiss you again  but I don’t wanna feel your pain  Please don’t beg—  you know I’ll cave  and I can’t bear to hurt  hurt you again    You say you miss your friend  and a kiss is just for fun  but you, you call me sweetie  ooh just a little too easy  and I can’t bear to hurt  hurt you again    … and I’d hold you  and I’d kiss you again  but I don’t wanna feel your pain  Please don’t beg—  you know I’ll cave  and I can’t bear to hurt  hurt you again 

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'Til I Start Speaking charts this journey of empowerment across 10 gentle anthems of soul and self-realization, to be shared and leaned on in low times or late nights.

Katy Morley's soft, swooning strain of storyteller pop has distilled across the past half decade into an increasingly hushed and heartfelt private language, as lived in as it is lyrical. 'Til I Start Speaking, her long awaited debut, took shape slowly during stints in Minneapolis, Los Angeles, and London, stripping back the melodies to their essence, driven by a yearning to “reach ‘the other side,’ to live in and be art and music.” The songs that emerged are time-worn, aching, and acoustically rich, like hymns or traditionals, traced in piano, voice, and percussion. She describes the creation process as almost a “subconscious exorcism,” casting out old ghosts and outgrown loves.

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released August 20, 2021

All songs written by Katy Morley and Christopher Stracey, with the exception of Wasted, co-written with Marcus Foster

Produced by Katy Morley and Christopher Stracey

Mixed by Andrew Lappin
Mastered by Heba Kadry
Artwork by Katy Morley
Design by Jack Hardwicke

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Morly London, UK

Morly, moniker of Minneapolis-bred, London-based visual artist and singer-songwriter, Katy Morley, creates stirring downtempo tracks that explore the transient space between joy and melancholy. Her strange and beautiful world is informed by her choral background, a penchant for minimalism and a love of dance. ... more

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